Love is like pi-natural,irrational& very important

bb’s SICK

today might be the worst day ever since 2010 started. im sick, i feel so weak, i got no strength at all and worst of all i cant even finish a bowl of fishball noodles. i hate my life. i fucking feel like flying over to find bob this moment and get a hug from him. :( say im emo, i dont gve a damn. i need some love. im so tired to working EVERYDAY entire day. this isnt the life i want. this is BULLSHIT. what else can i say? i really hope youre here with me, but i cant change the fact tt my bob wont be coming back anytime soon. im a little girl afterall, i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not smiling

im not happy, not happy with my life now, right at this moment. 

why am i working so hard? working 7 out of 7 days a week. for my aunt? for myself? i hardly get to wake up in the afternoon ever since i started work in JCO. im required to help my aunt on sunday as well. now shes starting to take up my saturday as well. im really tired, sick of it. i feel upset over it, but who can i talk to? no one. no one can help me.  its really hard for one to reject helping his/her aunt when she needed you. i need time, time to spend with my mom and friends. 

and i havent been webcam-ming with bob ever since i returned from perth. im depressed, all of a sudden. i feel helpless.

i want this to be kept, forever

Dear huihui, i know its been hard on you the past 9months and yet theres more to come. But do realise i have no choice and i promise i will never leave you for another girl because im rich or what. I love you for being there for me and keep missing me so that i know youre waiting. I love you sweetheart.

saw how successful Bonitochico was. me & sis decided to give it a try. something diff in our lives. hopefully it turns out well.

and cabin crew, imma gonna give it a try with sis on the next intake.

i want to have a goal in life from now on. give me your blessings b.

JOYJOY oh yeah JOY

I FINALLY PASSED MY TP AFTER 1 & a half years OF SUFFERINGS, MONEY WASTING AND NAGGINGS!

CONGRATS driver LOH! 

bb, would you buy me an Audi for my 21st? 

back from hiatus

its been effing long since this lbbx2 have been updated. and i guess no one knows about lbbx2 existence.

im trying to keep this space updated every long and then to keep this as a remembrance for both of us no matter what gonna happen in future. i bet bob doesnt even come this space anymore.

ANW, i was really happy to have the chance to visit bob few weeks back (4th to 8th june). we met, and we parted. i had fun, and i knew it was all worthwhile right at the moment i saw his excited face past midnight on the 4th. we walked back to the hotel together, aniticipating to one another’s hug. it was past midnight, we were both tired after the long day, so we slept through the entire night, with me not knowing the pollution i caused. HEHEHE and as usual, this phrase nvr fails to be used before we call it a day. *BB, bao zhu wo*

woke up for buffet breakfast and headed off to roamed around in northbridge, thereafter, lunch at some vietnam restaurant. next stop at fremantle, we went to the round house, fremantle art house and some beach nearby. the scenery in perth is really chio to the max, super dramatic, clear blue sky and clean and green grass patch. we had fresh oyster, lala, fish and chips at the famous eating house in fremantle and of cos the food was awesome definitely.

the third day of the trip was spent in my shopping paradise aka habourtown! didnt manage to buy the whole place down cos the guys were rushing for the dim sum feast at northbridge. we hurried there and was really relieved that we managed to secure our dim sum lunch. (cos bb was prasing so highly about the chicken feet etc…) the only bad thing about perth is that all shops closes at 5pm?! and there is really nothing to do except for casinooooo! uncle won about 150aussie on casino war. and again, we had our feast (again) at the chinese restaurant in northbridge. and back off to the hotel for the rest of the day.

we are going to the zoo zoo zoo, how about you you you??? hehehehe perth zoo on the forth day. i admit it was kind of boring cos sgp zoo was so much better than what they have there. but still, with bob’s company, the trip to the zoo was full with excitement. hehehehe. afterwhich, we had lunch at the roasted store in northbridge. didnt expect theres such nice chinese food back in perth. “roadtrip” after lunch, bought ice cream, nougats etc… then back to hotel. had a good rest and heart to heart session with bob before we parted again. there he left :( its really sad not knowing that how long more would i get to see him. he left, we teared :(

im reallyy grateful for this trip, thanks to bob and family, for this free trip. i hope to see you in 2 months time.

i miss and ai ni bb