not smiling
im not happy, not happy with my life now, right at this moment.
why am i working so hard? working 7 out of 7 days a week. for my aunt? for myself? i hardly get to wake up in the afternoon ever since i started work in JCO. im required to help my aunt on sunday as well. now shes starting to take up my saturday as well. im really tired, sick of it. i feel upset over it, but who can i talk to? no one. no one can help me. its really hard for one to reject helping his/her aunt when she needed you. i need time, time to spend with my mom and friends.
and i havent been webcam-ming with bob ever since i returned from perth. im depressed, all of a sudden. i feel helpless.
Posted July 28, 2010 at 6:20am
